Manifesting Balance
Mar. 19th, 2024 07:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
genderjumperIn less than two hours, we'll cross the equinox. I have a stronger tie with Autumnal Equinox than Spring, but this year I've been keyed into the need for renewal and fresh perspectives an hope.
I'm in the running for a job that, while not ideal, move my family into a new part of the country, where we feel safer emotionally, politically, and environmentally. As in-person capitalistic ventures go, the environment sounds nearly ideal for me, and I hope for it to be a place where I (we) could root.
We've been feeling the magic renew around us; if this isn't where we are headed, I'm certain it's going to be a signpost on the way. Maybe it convinces me to focus my job search on college towns like where this is. Maybe they don't hire me yet, but bring me back a few months later. Maybe we try out the company but end up someplace nearby later. I'm not worried.
It's exciting sometimes, but it also doesn't feel like I have a choice in the matter. I see a future here, and I haven't seen a future in a long time.
May the contrast of light and dark be steady so our paths are clear, may our sleep be sound and our thoughts be lucid, may our dreams be vibrant and our disappointments minor. May time be gentle and healing and urgency rare. May the cycle of life and death and living and dying spin more in the direction of those who take and less in the direction of those who are taken from.
I'm in the running for a job that, while not ideal, move my family into a new part of the country, where we feel safer emotionally, politically, and environmentally. As in-person capitalistic ventures go, the environment sounds nearly ideal for me, and I hope for it to be a place where I (we) could root.
We've been feeling the magic renew around us; if this isn't where we are headed, I'm certain it's going to be a signpost on the way. Maybe it convinces me to focus my job search on college towns like where this is. Maybe they don't hire me yet, but bring me back a few months later. Maybe we try out the company but end up someplace nearby later. I'm not worried.
It's exciting sometimes, but it also doesn't feel like I have a choice in the matter. I see a future here, and I haven't seen a future in a long time.
May the contrast of light and dark be steady so our paths are clear, may our sleep be sound and our thoughts be lucid, may our dreams be vibrant and our disappointments minor. May time be gentle and healing and urgency rare. May the cycle of life and death and living and dying spin more in the direction of those who take and less in the direction of those who are taken from.
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Date: 2024-03-20 05:34 pm (UTC)