Gender Jumper

Recent patterns had me thinking that if I could get a good nap, or at worst an overnight rest, I'd bounce back from a meltdown relatively quickly and may even be able to fend one off.

But after the food problem yesterday, I never quite made it back to feeling myself today. And when another, smaller food concern emerged today, I started whimpering. Then I was confronted with a phobia and literally screamed out loud. The whole house had to come help me deal with it. 

Now I'm all worked up and I still haven't cried.

Is it still there, blurring my vision and sapping my energy? Or am I finally coming down from the summer hypomania about 2 weeks late?

Or does this week just really suck?